Tired of losing... by Until...

I have life only because two people chose

To have the mistake that they made

Then before the decision

It was God's choice to give me life

So in the month of May on the 23rd day

I was born

So unfair that I had no say

In the choice that was made

I was sent here by two people

That I don't even know, strangers

Giving me orders and I'm made to obey

Taught not to stray from the teachings

Of the people I call my parents day to day

Now, that I know that God say's I'm chosen

Then I'm going to hell if I so happen to break

The laws he has created not to be broken

This life has nothing to offer me but I should appreciate it

I know not why bad things happen to me but I must not question it, just take it

I am to know that bad things and evil spirits will lurk to bother you

Even though I may not ever understand why

Just know that those things or spirits will attack you

I find this quite funny that life is something I'm supposed

To cherish for it can be taken away in a second of a heartbeat

And the life that I cherish, I love, I live, actually means nothing because I don't have the control of my life to keep.

If Im being good, why entice me to be bad

I'm I'm not bothering you, why must you provoke me to make me mad

I've giving hearted why must people take from me

If I'm trying to do GOD's WILL, why can't people let me be

If I've already went through a struggle in regard to one type of situation

Why must I go through the same struggle of the same situation

Before it can be one of the things in my life to go through the process of elimination?

How come I can't go through things and graduate to a new level

Like when you play certain games

Why must I stay stuck on the same level

And can never win to change

I'm tire of losing

Until...